Monday was a day of small almost unrecognized happy surprises. After a weekend of steady rain, the sun was out most of the day and the air was warm. I had a post extraction check up and found out the white hunk protruding in my gum was a slice of tooth fragment, which the dentist easily pull out. I finished with the antibiotics. When I stopped at the bank which I hadn't been to for over 3 months one of the tellers called me by my first name. (Someone remembered me!). Shortly after, I recognized 2 ladies from the park at the store I went to. I received 2 phone calls confirming to new piano students. Later in the afternoon I went for a walk, the first since the dental ordeal. Ah.....life was sweet and good that day.
It's been a week since the molar extraction. I didn't expect it to have such an impact on me. A week of recovery. Feels like a huge crater in my gum. Hopefully, though, I will generally feel better now that it is out.
Saturday I was still enduring the effects. A few weeks earlier I had committed to playing keyboard for Sunday services of the new small church I've started attending. I didn't think I would that particular morning. But the pastor had sent a song list to me and I thought I should at least try. ( I was eager to go someplace after being home for 5 days.) And try I did, though feeling rather weak. As the morning went on I regained some strength. I was glad to have gotten back into life.....even more glad to be privileged to play for the services.
For the afternoon? Well, a 2 hour nap, of course. And then TV.
Tuesday the rain returned in full force for all of the day. A great day to stay snuggled inside and fire up the artificial fire in the fireplace. Time to sort through tons of church music sheets I brought along from Wisconsin and to organize the ones I like with the new ones that I learned out here. Now there is an orderly folder of available music I can play.....Yeah!....
Life here has turned a corner for me. Most of the basic transitions have been accomplished. Now I need to look for meaningful involvement which includes an income. Guess some people would call that a job. Oh Ya.... My main focus is to advertise to build up piano student clients. I'm not fond of the idea of actually getting a job at a store. There are a few other options, but time, circumstance and energy levels will dictate what will work out. This is a rather strange awareness. I need to identify who I am for the next 10-15 years. Some folks refer to this as an identity crisis. That is exactly correct.
This has been a good 3 "small happy surprises" days in the life of Grandma G.
"A happy heart makes the face cheerful, but heartache crushes the spirit." (Proverbs 15:13)
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